Thankful for God's all-knowing, all-loving, complete just plan
I cling to the promises laid out in God's Word

The ups and downs of life infiltrate our marriage daily


Up: Dylan has health insurance!


Down: I do not have health insurance and am not eligible for Medicaid


Up: Dylan's Grandma has been a complete blessing to us while we stay at her house!  I only pray we can learn to be as hospitable and giving!


Down: Literally 50 other people applied to my dream job as I did...


I know God will open and shut many doors throughout our lifetime
We are learning to cope with the yes-s and the no-s

Day 70

Thankful For...

Planning

I feel like I am juggling a million tennis balls all at once
Strangely, I don't really want it to end

I don't want to graduate in two months
I don't want to move away from friends and family
I don't want to start all over, again
I don't want to be shaken out of my comfort zone

Last year, I could not wait to graduate
This year, I really don't want to graduate

Sure I want to get married and finally hold that piece of paper, officially making me a graduate
But what about how everything else in life is going to change?
The highlights always sound appealing
But what about the hard stuff in between all of that?

It's really not about what I want though:)